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[22 Jan 2005|01:11am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I dumped my friend's list. I'm retiring this journal.

For the people who did care - if only for a short period of time - I appreciate it. It's better than nothing.

I've gone through a lot in the past month and I need some time to myself. Or maybe just time to find a different set of people to surround myself with because frankly, I deserve better.

Those of you who have known me know how to get in touch with me.

Everyone else, may you recieve what's coming to you in life. Take care.

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[14 Nov 2004|03:21pm]
I quit.
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[19 Aug 2004|06:27pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

I'm an update whore.

But will everyone join me in a round of thank yous to YAHOO NEWS FOR RUINING THE OUTCOME OF THE WOMEN'S ALL AROUND GYMNASTICS FOR ME. I mean, I have to check my mail so I go to yahoo.com AND THERE IT FUCKING IS.

Damn you. To hell yahoo.

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[09 Jun 2004|04:34am]
[ mood | creative ]


Where do you find your Jake pictures? Or anyone who knows? Just...point me to a site. Yeah. Iconage time for me!!!!

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[06 Jun 2004|09:17am]
[ mood | devestated ]

So...things are not good at all.

Gram took a turn for the worst. More or less everyone is downstairs waiting for her to pass. She's so pale and we keep telling her over and over that Grandpa is waiting for her.

I had to go to the bathroom so I thought I'd just...let people know in case I'm not around. I appreciate the five people on my ENTIRE FUCKING FRIENDS LIST who wished me well. Guess this means I must do a clean out. Like someone else said, I only get interest when I mention Clay. That's messed up considering I used to talk to about half of you.

Flame me, whatever. There are more important things in life now than OMG!!!!111111!!! RP!

Call/text me or something. I might not answer but leave a message. just knowing someone cares helps a lot sometimes. :-\ 207-890-2515

...edit. She's gone. :'(

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BEGS BEGS BEGS BEGS [04 May 2004|11:04am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

I know someone on my list RPs. And it's not just me. And someone has got to like Will Young (or anyone else who can sing and is supergay? even Jai Rodriguez, oops.). And is willing to hook him up temporarily with a certain iconed dude.

I thought if I bolded it, people would be more apt to pay attention. I ask here because I'd rather write with someone I know can write and has skills. I didn't want to go whore myself on RPGads because sometimes, you get some fuzzy people there and they talk to you and you seem happy with them and when you get down to the nitty gritty? They.Suck. Big.Time. And you hate yourself because they are supernice and you can't bring yourself to axe it. So yes. I'd say I'd give you icons or blends or something but my graphics really suck. If the characters get busy, you'll get great sex? :-x I don't know what to bribe you people with.

Or ya know...everyone could ignore my post. Like the last one. :'(

If that happens, I'll be forced to whore myself in RPGads and I really don't want to. I like to think I don't suck big time and that I'm actually pretty good. There's a history that goes along with it, so the storyline would already be there...ah, who am I kidding.

*goes to whore self in RPGads*

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[07 Apr 2004|08:40pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Fucks the IV because someone got ahold of that hair and HOLY FUCKING SHIT.

Fucks JPL because his pants are so tight, you could see it all.

For once, I like Fantasia. Because we all know what it means if she's in your group.


And why didn't anyone tell me that it was an hour? I mean...what did they do for the first 30 minutes if they are JUST NOW getting to business? I saw the last half of Tamyra. Eh. Did nothing for me. I will not update anymore, promise. :-*

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[06 Apr 2004|03:22am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I hate it when you try to talk to the mod of a group and try to understand one of their stupid rules so you won't be so pissed about it? And they assume you're trying to change it.

And then, someone else posts something smartass and I KNOW it's about me when clearly, I made a billion awesome points and they can't counteract them because hi, dumbness.

I sooooo want to leave and take all these cool people my kid is screwing around with with me. :-x I wonder if they'd go. Sob.

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[05 Mar 2004|01:02pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I am sooooo thinking of pulling one of my people or having them self-destruct.

Fun times. Right.

Clay needs sleep, Ryan needs to stop inadvertently coming out on his show and I need to go to work. Woo.

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[29 Feb 2004|10:06pm]
[ mood | shocked ]



I heard wind that Matt got kicked out of the AI3 finals for a DUI. Anyone know about this? Or is it just BS?

Ya'll always know more about this than I do.

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[07 Jan 2004|01:13am]
[ mood | hot ]


msbutterfly has shown me that Clay has gone and gotten hot on us. No, this isn't "I'm kinda dorky but trying to pull it off" hot, this is a true hot. He has officially coined the "fuck me now" look and add glasses and a tan and holy crap.

I mean, what happened, did he take hot pills? Because he was more on the adorable/cutie side of the "sexy" swing. Now he's gone to the "Just damn sexy" side.

I know - an entire entry dedicated to that, but...yeah. I couldn't help it.

When I get my monitor, I have sooooo many pictures to make icons from it's not even funny.

I LOOKED IN MY TV GUIDE and could NOT find a listing for Ryan's television show ANYWHERE. Am I the only one having this problem? If not, give me a heads up as to what channel this is possibly on? I checked fox and UPN around 3-8. NOTHING. On Tvguide.com nonetheless.

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[19 Nov 2003|01:25am]
[ mood | devious ]



Hot damn.

And the song, yeah. Brenna's fault I'm listening. *coughcough*

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[04 Nov 2003|08:50pm]
[ mood | chipper ]


The coolest radio station joke EVER.

They were talking about lameass idol clones and one of the people says "yeah, man. Ruben's cd isn't even out yet."

And the other person says "Man, STILL?"

And then the person replies "Damn, by the time that cd is out, Clay Aiken will be too."

haha. That cracked me up. :) All in good fun.

Oh, we put out 1007 copies of the "Finding Nemo" dvd today. My mom bought me one. Fun times.

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[01 Nov 2003|01:51pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

Clay on Jimmy Kimmel, Thursday the 13th...

...the other guest is Britney Spears.

So, this should be 'special'. Her cd comes out that week, so it'd make sense for her to perform to promote it. But Clay's got the better voice and frankly, he'll actually use it to sing. Hmmm. I wonder.

That's just...and odd pair to stick on a show together. We know how he reacted the last time he met her. Now we all get to see how they interact on television. Good times? I guess we'll see. Clay's got a very magnetic personality and he's charming. Please, Britney. No jumping Clay on national television.

NELLY'S GOT A NEW CD COMING OUT THIS MONTH!!!!! SO DOES JOSH GROBAN (same day as Britney). My money is going out the toilet for cds...at least for some, I get a discount. I have to order Nelly off the internet because Walmart doesn't sell explicit cds. >:o Booo. But best buy has free shipping so I will utilize like no one's business until they stop with it.

That's all. Time to channel surf ;)

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[31 Oct 2003|08:38pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Dana and I were kinda bored after I woke up from my nap, so we wrote Clareth drabbles!

Clareth = Clay Aiken/Gareth Gates.

Don't know Gareth? He was the runner-up to the very first ever Pop Idol in the UK, losing out to...Will Young. We felt they had so many similarities, like they are both runners-up in their respective countries but yet, more popular than the winners. But anyway, I wanted to post a few of the drabbles. For those of you who don't know what Gareth looks like, here you go.

Gareth part one Collapse )

Gareth part two Collapse )

Okay, so I am mostly posting these for myself and Dana for future readage, y'all defintely read and tell me how much I suck at drabbles. Or not.

On to the Clareth drabbles Collapse )

That's all for now. I like these, they are fun. I'll do some more. Yay for drabbles. :-*

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[16 Oct 2003|06:40pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Measure of a Man memeCollapse )

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[24 Sep 2003|10:43pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

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Some stories must be told - and you're the one to tell them
Psychodrama Quotient28.92%
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You do a little dance whenever someone friends you
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[07 Sep 2003|08:18pm]
[ mood | enraged ]

There's a psycho bitch at one of my RPs and she's sabatoging everyone's fun.

I wish she'd get a life. Not like I have one...but yeah.

Someone icon or wallpaper that new Clay picture :)

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[30 Aug 2003|01:10am]
[ mood | drained ]


So here it is. The coveted friends only post. I don't exactly know how to redo all my other entries so you can't see them or whatnot, so from now on - yeah. Just for friends. I'm not removing any that I have on there as of now, but if you'd like to be added, comment. Or if you'd like to comment on the wonderful 'friends only' sign my even more wonderful friend Dana made, you can do that too :)

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[28 Aug 2003|05:07pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

Stalkers are not cool. I really hate them. Especially those internet ones that no matter where you look *cues scary music* there they are.

Okay, so at this current moment I'm pretty upset. Can I just...bow out on the computer access for the next month to get away from this? Please? This isn't something I should be upset about. There's no way. How did I get myself into something like this? I swear, every fucking time I get on here, something makes me upset. Yes, I understand that I need help, medication...all that stuff. But the smallest things make me mad and upset and well...I tell it all here. And Becky, the human journal :)

I just feel so weird right now. I'll get over it, I always do. I just use this outlet to vent and sometimes it sounds worse than it is. So yeah, I had to vent. And there it is. Because I'm paranoid.

People who know me personally - don't make assumptions on this, it's not what you think. It just needed to come out of my system. Now it's out, I can get over it.

I feel very strange. Tomorrow is my first funeral and...how am I supposed to act? I really don't know. It's my grandfather. He was an alcoholic and died of alcohol poisoning. They found his body - not 2 days later like I thought - but a week later. So he's being creamated. But I only remember him from my younger years because for the most part of my life, he was homeless and drunk and not even my mother knew where he was.

This is just...a strange/bad week.

I need to win the lottery.

[/end of non-perky me]

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